Im a 36, army veteran and I suffer from chronic heart failure with a low EF rate and just experienced my first heart attack like event that is the signal of my reality.

And thats okay.

What isn't ok is the things I've missed out on or haven't done yet. 

MY DISABILITY CLAIMS FROM THE VA AND THE SSA ARE NOT GONNA BE APPROVED IN TIME (5 DAYS) BEFORE MY APARTMENT LEASE EXPIRES, DISPITE HAVING STARTED THE CLAIM APPLICATION PROCESS OVER A YEAR AGO.

And thats okay.

The heart failure, along with a handful of other conditions that carry the same destructive impact on my body in their own unique ways, have left me honestly unable to consistently work or reestablish stable income for the past 3 years. 

And thats where I am at.

So with the unknown but definitely severely limited amount of time I have left, I want just go and travel were ever it feels right and LIVE, period. I literally have nothing that I can lose but so much that I can gain and I really hope to be able to share parts of this Vision Quest Journey with as many new and old friends as possible. 

AND THATS PEFECT.

IF IT SOUNDS LIKE A THING YOU WANT BE A PART OF IN ANY WAY YOU CAN TRY TO BE THEN PLEASE CONTACT ME AND JUST EVEN IF YOU CAN PHYSICALLY JOIN ME, BUT WANT TO VIDEO CALL OR CHAT WITH WE ALONG THE WAY, DONT BE SHY OR FEEL LIKE ITS SILLY.

WHAT DO WE HAVE TO LOSE?