I open my eyes every day by stopping the alarm and brushing the teeth, finding the sun from my window, leaving breakfast on the table, moving towards the stop and waiting for a bus, now fulfil the commitment and ask the wage and its sum up my day. So how to break this pattern? I want to live somewhere where I don't set an alarm when I wake up, I don't have any plan to accomplish. A sort of wild and uncaring life where we can't speak but connected every time. I want to live, but by breaking this pattern.